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Monday, January 10, 2011
Only you can prevent the pitty parade... (pon farr/nerdgasm/don't open at work)
Only you can save yourself, but others help set positive thoughts in motion. Today has been hopeful/half way productive. I did lots of launder (for some reason I've only been washing clothes once a month... wtf s wrong with me... fucking lazy fuck.)
I officially have no tennis shoes. That's fun info right? Well good thing I rarely walk/don't play dancing games anymore or else my feet would be bare and covered in fungai (note to self buy anti-fungals just incase... always good to have around). I'm seeing the beauty and positive things I have going for me. I know that I also mustn't stop myself because one window has closed itself. It's a big bold world out there. I have friends who love me, a wonderful penis and the internets boundless potental of pornography. I'm physically capable... mentally capable... I'm not too bad on the opitcle recepters....
I just need more confidence to take more risks... well healthy risks. Also going to see my favorite female in the whole blue planet. I miss her! I look forward to a true museum experience (I haven't really been to one since elementary school. As a lover of art that is an aweful shame!)
I close with a dream come true of all dreams.... the happiest vision of this present year and perhaps all years future and past.....
teehee PON FARR PON FARR (ps: Would really appreciate this classy film work for my birthday)