Tuesday, January 20, 2015

quick post before heading out and about!

Sorry I've been running around so sparatically that I haven't taken time to sit and update about the week. Things are going well , mostly.... money is always an issue but I think if I remain dilligent and try not to get too down on off days that things will balance out. I'm considering joining chatturbate at the behest of a couple of really cool models to see how that works out since cams as a back up site kinda sucks. I guess I'll see how that works out *crosses fingers* though I may take a day when I'm not doing much to surf around so that I'm aware of what I'm getting into. It's been a little while since I've done this... which is not only good for what to expect but also to see what I could be doing wrong that has caused my income to trail off as it has for the past couple of months. Sometimes when one is so focused on survival we get a bit tunnel vision. I know this job isn't infinite income potential but there are things I can do/change to help...

I had a over the weekend flagging random pictures on facebook for god knows whatever reason. I mean I'm no princess and I do piss people off as I'm sure everyone pisses any given person off on whatever day but this was a little silly. I do remember other models, porn folk and cam girls going over similar experiences but I had never gone through it myself (at least not on facebook) to that extent. To whoever it is... while it's nice to have something to rant about so that i have content to post in between advertising a bulk of smut and chats and randomness don't ya think your energy would be better spent doing something benificial to yourself?  My attention span for negative shit is really short... I spew out creative venom then it's expelled and done with. Maybe this was the lower level version of this for that person? I've encountered so many crazies that I honestly have no clue who could do this or could think of a billion possibilities. With the options so varied and pointless to consider I stopped trying.

Anywho shooting today, shooting tomorrow, and might FINALLY get to do a desert shoot next week which should be fun/challenging. I'll have to make sure I'm properly hydrated for that :)

I'm also improving very slowly at pump it up and trying to get in at least one day to finishing some of the games I'm currently playing though... I have been slacking and opting to watch unhealthy amounts of magnum P.I. in large quantities. I can't help it... I really enjoy watching things in down time that are fun/silly/require little brain function sometimes to counteract how my brain can keep going on tangents for an eternity.

Interpersonal relationships are at an all time high... I'm pretty content with life right now... just want the magical money fairy to sprinkle it's good fortune my way so that I can truly focus on going back to school and moving to a more desirable area if I am to stay in this bustling city. A big part of me knows that I will eventually leave. I couldn't imagine owning a home here and paying 10 times as much for a tiny plot of land cramped up against other people.... when that day comes I want to not see another soul for miles (ok maybe not that much land but... a good amount of space to where on the off chance that I decide to make a billion friends and invite them over to be loud... it wouldn't bother anyone... that would be a nice life to have)

by J and C photos (whose MM is eluding me at the moment...)

and here's a video of me playing... finally got around to doing this... it's shitty quality but I'm going to try to be more mindful in the future and bring my good cam on arcade excursions. Also would super love to start taking requests for songs on infinity, fiesta 2 and even prime (which would be harder to get to at the moment but I'm willing to try and hope that the location isn't weird about recording)

So that's all folks... cya on the interwebs


Britney Siren

Saturday, January 10, 2015

another week another dollar

It's that time again for a blog update. I'm happy to report nothing too tragic is happening. I had a bit of money woe at the start of the year (Happy New Year btw, cause it's still sorta new enough for that right?) but things appear to be coming into balance a bit. I'm hoping acknowledgement of that isn't going to jinx matters but only time shall tell.

I FINALLY got registered for extra work after many months of being late and what not. The process of finding/applying to work with them is interesting. I guess we shall see how that goes. One of these weeks when I'm extremely free (lol when the hell is that... ) or perhaps a day where I know I've got nothing planned I'll see how their on call line works and hope for the best.

The foxxy set that I shot weeks ago will not be submitted. I'm a little sad but I understand the reasons for not wanting to submit. I'll just have to find someone else to re-shoot and try to outline EVERYTHING before we shoot now that I have all the information. It kinda sucks cause I don't wear braids that often anymore/they are a time consuming thing to put in so it would've been nice to get this done right away. Good news is that I have other costumes to shoot that I'll have to shoot w/out extensions in so I can focus on those in the coming months/until I have a concrete date for to shoot princess tiana. I'm kinda gonna miss these braids... they look more awesome as time passes but I'd kind like to fully touch my scalp again lol.

Playing a lot of saints row 4 lately, it's different but good. Uh Pump it up playing is.... well going. I feel like I'm hitting a plateau again which is kinda frustrating though I'm going to start dedicating the day out of the week that I do go play to just that and not hardcore lifting before I hit up the arcade. For one it leaves me with no energy to do much else (which is probably amazing for fat burning and the like but not for improving in the game itself) But if I do... decide to lift that day I'll do it afterwards but I think doing that kind of cardio with weights in the same day might be too much for me to handle at the moment. I usually don't have the will power to do much else on that day which isn't good when you work for yourself/when money depends on constant advertising/communication/editing/ ten billion other things I have to do to not be homeless. I'm not complaining, I chose this life and for the most part I'm content... but I do need breaks from time to time so a pump day could be just the ticket for emotional and mental respite.

I want to try to get out of town once every 3 months as well... just to get a bit of a break. I think if I plan it enough in advance I should be able to swing the costs, book some shoots and perhaps plan some fun arcade and touristy stuff while in whatever town I'm in. Texas seems like a likely ticket... san franscico and san diego also look mighty tasty and of course atlanta since there is someone there who I've been wanting to work with since I started modeling but the space between us keeps that from happening.

For now I'm in the heavy budget mode and try not to die stage. Usually this time of the month I start to gain a little momentum toward rent but hopefully some extra work gigs roll in and a few paid things come so that I'll have extra again (and no more crappy doctor visits that have depleted all my emergency funds)

Still have to save up for the dentist as well, I will have braces this year! I'm not excited by it but... it needs to get done so fuck it!

Alright it's time to get ready to cam... I hope you've enjoyed this little update and that life is treating you with awesome and whimsy and the like


Britney Siren

^---hopefully the set will be submitted/used for something *shrugs* you can follow the photographer's twitter

and uh mine @siren_voice

 ^--- you can follow this wonderful editing fella who did a re-edit of this video on twitter

Sunday, January 4, 2015

why hello there again!

I should write more cliffnotes for these things. Sometimes I forget what I wanted to write when I'm available and at the computer. Life is going well... money could be better though that may always be the case. Got some semi vacation time and a change of scenery which I think I will make more of an effort to get out of dodge every few months and not have to worry or focus on updating tons of things. A chance to reset is just as important as being on time with everything.

So uh... enjoy this weeks vlog and a spiffy newish pic. There will also be updates to my ebay store with more prints and clothing that I'll be putting up later tonight or tomorrow as well. I've been behind since I was out of town and I'm playing catch up with everything.

See you all on the flip side!

^--by shattered vortex

(if you're looking for a booking and ur in the LA area feel free to drop me a line as well )


Britney Siren