Wednesday, November 30, 2011


Which means a new video! And Scheduling update... woot woot!


1st: 10am -1pm (pacific time)

3rd: WP Group Shoot in Riverside (still available for 1 on 1's)

9th: Group Shoot in Lomita

10th: Party of Glutenous Proportions

11th: Harem Girls/Opium Den Shoot in Winnekta (1pm)

If you're interested in booking me feel free to send me a message, comment, note and such on whatever respective website that I've linked to this. I'm normally not free on tues/thurs.... The other dates tend to vary. If you're interested in attending any of these group shoots feel free to message me as well and I can link you to the details :D

Other than that I've got new hair and a new lease on life! Well mostly I'm having really nagging throat pain. Started out scratchy yesterday and now it's scratchy and in pain. Tickling the back of my thought in the most peculiar way.... even still I shall press on and do my duties!

The video I posted last week about atheism keeps getting the same replies of "but it doesn't mean you're a church or that you don't need support b/c you're an atheist." I never said you don't need support... my real point is don't make it such a point that you feel awkward or block out possible friendship b/c you need other "like minded" ppl around. Don't make it seem like someone can't be like minded b/c they follow a religion or be supportive or have similar experiences in other things. I predict I'll be saying this many more times in the future. Perhaps I should block all commenting and do a response video to the original... when I'm not feeling lazy.... I don't have to leave for a while so perhaps I'll get off my ass and do that lmfao. I guess such is the dilemma of video or the internet, you can't just explain what you mean right away and 50 ppl will come at you with the same argument lol

I guess that's about all in Siren land... I'm going to take some meds and try to snap this cold away from my system T_T

this lovely boobie shot is by Arinston Collander

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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

How do you feel about long distance relationships, would you ever be in one?

I've been in a few, they tend to be difficult to work out/keep interest/the other person tends to meet someone they can see daily and they lose interest in you w/out telling you what happened . . . so no I wouldnt' date anyone I couldn't get to see on a regular basis


Do you like to dance?

YES YES YES YES YES!!! If I could be dancing all the time I would!! I'd love to take some classes and learn more things or learn from friends :D


Saturday, November 26, 2011

What's in your refrigerator?

a bunch of bullshit... ham, and indescribable left over scary things that I do'nt want to open :(


Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I quickly saw that kinklive thingie to see whatever it was, and I have to ask... how can the sound of clinking chains not drive you mad?

Honestly I don't mind the sound at all... I kinda like it actually :D It reminds me of the experience... nails on a chalk board, Really loud yelling and the like are things I can't bare to hear though


How could you not??

I'm copying a post I read on fetlife that I wholeheartedly agreed with... the original post. I would simply link to the post but it's hidden to users only but I really like what was said so... enjoy!

I read one of the threads in one of these discussions that asked the question; can you love your slave? It seems to me that this is one of those how could you not issues. First of all, in the world of consensual slavery, she serves you because she loves you. Secondly, because she trusts your intelligence and strength enough to give control of her well being over to you. What man, who accepts this from a woman, could not love her? I find the idea of releasing a slave when love enters into it to be ridiculous. I’m not in the business of training girls wholesale, or of owning more than one. I want to be able feel deeply about the person who shares my life. This girl, who places herself at my feet, is many things to me. Not only is she my slave, but also my lover, my friend, confidant, and muse. Some men will tell you that loving a slave will make you weak, and that your strength and will suffer for it.
This is of course not true at all. Denying yourself the depth of emotion of which you are capable, is not a strength. It is a flaw. There is no power in dispassion, there is only emptiness. Human beings can only truly come together on an emotional level. Beyond even marriage, the master and his slave are the deepest of relationships, a symbiotic one, drawing their strengths and joys from one another. I am discovering these truths more and more recently. I have been called Master for many years now. Slaves have come and gone, some good, some not so good. I can only surmise that the man who cannot allow himself to love his slave, has not found his slave. What man can say that winning the love of a woman so completely, and returning it in measure, each of their own accord and by their nature, is weakness? I cannot scorn any who do not accept these truths, I can only pity them.

Anywho hopefully you'll all be joining me onKINK LIVE tonight (4pm -7pm pacific time) We'll chat it ups and downs and all arounds while shaking those boobie tassles around (boobie tassles not included)

photograph above by martin images

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Monday, November 21, 2011

My last free date for a bit....

This makes me pleased and extremely tired thinking about it lol! I know I'll get through it though. Waiting on some really neat pictures from a week ago. I've seen one and I like what I saw so hopefully the entire disc is full of pretty-ful-ness to add for you're viewing pleasure! I figured I should write something today b/c I may forget to do so if I wait further along in the week. So here's what my schedule is looking like so far.....


25th - 27th (work... available after 6pm on these dates)


3rd Group Shoot in Riverside (message me for details on attending as a photographer)

11th Harem Girls/Opium Den group shoot in the Valley (message me for details on attending as a photographer)

If you'd like any details on any of these shoots... would like to book me for anything... feel free to send me a note/PM on any of the sites, (I'd prefer that to a comment but that's ok too... we'll figure it out)

Other than that life is good. No major issues... not entirely broke, got some new shoes, and hopefully I'll find time for a new hair do soon (as I'm really bored of my hair now, jeez it's been this way for 2 months... time for a change!!!!!!!!!!)

I hope you all have a very uber awesome thanks giving!

Also thank you uber awesome person who purchased 2 prints this week!!! Another special thanks to all those who actually signed in for chat on Kink last week. I really appreciated you guys being there and keeping me entertained. Thank you to all the new followers/watchers/friends/subscribers and such and all of those who have been keeping track of me for a while. 

She's relocated and stuff but still das uber awesome.
Give her monies!!!!!!!!

and some video that I made in response to another retarded video LOL.... jeez the still they chose looks mad psycho....

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Sunday, November 20, 2011

Who inspires you the most?

I can't say there's a who but there is a what, Pain is a very strong teacher that wants you to get away from it or fly blindly into it,


What are you looking forward to today?

sleep and rolling into my blankets, becoming a giant human burrito of warmth, more battle star and sprinkling in some star trek and lost


Wednesday, November 16, 2011


sorry about the quality... my normal cam died (it takes regular batteries fooey) but hopefully it's not too bad lol

Also I'll be on kink Thursday November 17th from 10am - 1pm (pacific time) If you'd like to talk/see me live muahahahahahaha :D

Aside from that nothing much new to report.... Still booking shoots for next week as it's looking rather baron but I suppose Thanksgiving has a lot to do with that... who knows.

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What's your favorite genre of music?



How many hours do you sleep each night?

5 at the most


Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Shooting Availability 11-15-2011

So far this is my schedule... whatever isn't listed is still up for grabs :D

11/15/11 (booked)

11/16/11 (Photos by Robi Test Shoot)

11/17/11 (booked)

11/19 through 20th (work)

12/3/11 Group Shoot in Riverside

12/11/11 Group Shoot in SFV

Seems like next week is still pretty open. If you'd like to book anything feel free to contact me on the networks listed at the end of this post... or if you'd like any info on any of the group shoots that I'll be attending (I've also posted links, if they don't work for you let me know and I'll send you the direct info and who to contact)

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Monday, November 14, 2011

what makes you smile?

skin diamond, strippers, random fun scanks... booze, classy hoes. girls in latex and fuck me boots... star trek, witty banter, not so witty banter... the things wesley pipes says when he's layin pipe.... actually all black porn makes me chuckle sometimes, why do the guys talk so much? "you like dis dick?" sure bro... but i feel more so upset for the males who buy this and have to block out random man grunts and talking lol oh shit tangent bad... tangent


Do you have an imaginary friend?

yes... he's a giant robot, he looks like vin diesel and shoot rockets, I ride on his shoulders and we smite the faces of the infidels!!!


Do you enjoy anal sex? And if so how dies it compare to vaginal.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ummm yeah but it's painful so I'd rather not do it, vag is always better


Sunday, November 13, 2011

Do you like roller-coasters?

frack to the no


Got any suggestions on what to do for somebody who is bored?

masturbate.... running in traffic, Hilter marches in well populated negro areas can be good for those who want a long endurance run w/ projectiles being launched at them... don't worry the exercise can be ceased at any time by stating that you have that one black friend so you can't possibly be racist... TRUST ME WORKS EVERY-TIME!!!


Friday, November 11, 2011


So forgive the off-beat-ness of the video. If I didn't add the mp3 you would've heard many dog noises and random things in the background... kudos to me for not breaking concentration completely.

I'm ready to dance tonight! I'm looking forward to some good ol' industrial fun! I haven't been to a bonefied industrial club in a bit over a month and I'm rather missing it. Hopefully it won't be too bad since someone is performing/record release things going on... we'll see... I guess it doesn't matter what time I get there since the price will be the same all night and I don't plan on drinking. I'll probably aim for 11pm since that's when people really start dancing anyway.

And now for the Abridged Tentative Availability w/ Card Subject to change b/c of ranodom life issues!

*November 13th Mander Studios Shoot

*November 18th (tentative video shoot)

*November 19th Carbon Graphx Shoot

*November 20th..... working, Possible networking much afterwards from 4pm - 6pm (I'm sure you're welcome to attend if you are a model/photographer)

*November 26th (personal)

*December 3rd Group Shoot in Riverside (shoot with me and other lovely ladies)

*December 11th Group shoot in the valley (another shoot with a wonderful theme, also can't beat $20 for a themed shoot... )

(dates not listed are available)

If you'd like to book something please don't hesitate to send a note, comment, message... or what not or on any of the other sites I'm on bellow. Also if you have any questions, video requests or whatever let me know! It's become a bit of therapy for moi!

(thank you for this fan edit... I rather appreciate things like this :D____)

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Today is 11/11/11. How will you celebrate it?



Have you ever just stood in front of the mirror and looked at your vagina and admired how beautiful it is? It truly is beautiful.



Wednesday, November 9, 2011

What's going on lately (shoot availability and other fun stuff)

Still waiting on pics from a day of the dead shoot that I had a few weeks ago. Hopefully they're coming in the mail (ewww why is the emergency broadcast thing playing lady gaga?? WTF) Anywho... here's a list of shoots to come/things for the rest of the month... so far...

November 10th (Interview w/ kink live woot woot)

November 11th (Shooting w/ a buddy of mine... FINALLY and possible night time activities)

November 13th (Shoot with Mander Studios)

November 18th (tentative video shoot)

November 19th (Carbon Graphx Shoot)

November 20th (LA AUTO SHOW, working)

November 26th (there's a very awesome birthday this day so we'll see what happens haha)

December 3rd (Group Shoot in Riverside) feel free to come out and work with all the awesome models!! Details in the link!!

December 11th (Harem Girls/Opium Den Group Shoot in Winnetka) You probably won't be able to beat the price of this shoot... I'm really glad to be back in the group and I'm gonna start scoping out possible outfits soon!!!

So this is what I've got planned so far... subject to change... if you'd like to book something feel free to contact me on the net works I'll have listed bellow. I'd also like to get some attire together and make a formal dancing video. Hopefully money will be the way that I like to where I can get everything together very soon!!

I guess that's about all... Back to reality TV and Sorting through 6000 games, Jeez some of these mame games are just awful.

(Photographer for this pic above is Joshua Kennerly Hopefully we shall have something set in stone again soon!! Last weeks shoot didn't pan out... fooey!!)

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Monday, November 7, 2011

with the question you asked, what would be your answer? just out of curiosity

face is more important than body, body can always be worked on later but if I hate your face that could cause some intimacy problems


Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Frogs: Friend or foe?



Another Hump Day Blog for Hump Day People

A vid about bondage shoots... I do apologize for the bad lighting...I tried to fix it as much as I could at the time but at least this proves I'm not an android yes?

Other than that not much has changed. Halloween was well this is the first one that I haven't gone out dancing for in ages. In fact I haven't gone out for the past couple of weeks and I'm starting to miss dancing. Dancing alone in one's living room isn't exactly the same thing I don't think.

I have a bunch of pictures that I'm waiting on. I'm not sure how many I'll actually get back but I'm feeling really anxious/excited to see what's to come of them. (especially the day of the dead one's... those should be all spiffy and shittake!!)

I also started watching Battle Star Galactica... I didn't expect to like it that much but it's pretty damn good. I did kinda fall asleep during the second das uber long episode but that's ok, through the joys of netflix I'll be back where I started from :D

A shoot for next sunday and the prospect of other jobs have been coming in so I'm feeling a bit hopeful to not die a completely broke person.

I'm wondering how much one can register for school online... I dunno leaving the house is expensive but I guess I'll have to figure out how to plan for that haha (in due time)

I guess that's about all... thanks to all the nice folks on DA who say such nice things, Those on Fetlife who have kind supportive words... thank you everyone whose been checking up on me lately. :)

shot by Vintage Vista

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Are you a competitive person?

not at all lol though I do hate losing at things I'm good at but I don't cry about


I have the biggest crush on you

that's not really a question... do you DARE rip the fabric of the interwebs with such lack of question asking HMMMMMM (j/k the interwebs are ok)