Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Friday, January 27, 2012
Sometimes it feels like going to high school and putting on the "I'm going to hear something completely stupid today when I just want to be treated like a human being" mask of yesteryear.
But none of that matters does it. People call others these labels, from famous to slut. Goth to ghetto... all these names that take away from the fact that everyone is just human. If you're attacking a label then you don't have to look into the face of a thing and realize that you not only effect that person but those who care about them most who have done nothing to you.
Of course this doesn't matter either... such and such is stinky or that or doesn't fit in w/ the social norms that were slammed into my brain and I need to some how boost myself higher b/c inside I feel like a piece of crap so instead of working on my own inner turmoils lets focus on tearing down others outside who in actually probably remind us of the worst parts of ourselves. Do you hate them cause they're pieces of you? (yes I took that from a jewel song... fuck you it's a good song dammit!!)
Anyone who chooses to do something where your face and well sometimes vagina is out there is taking a big risk and revealing parts of themselves that most don't have the guts to do but are the first to throw stones.
This is something I'll never understand. At the end of the day we're all people... whether you have a nine to five or are shakin that ass... we all have many facets, faces...we're not just the some of whatever work medium... whatever face you've seen. Don't judge a whole person by seeing only a fraction of who they are.... don't judge what someone does when you don't have the balls to do it nor have any idea of how challenging something can be. Believe me being a "stripper" isn't easy money or else EVERYONE would do it. Could you stomach the stigma? Could you be sexy even on your worst of days? When you're tired or sick even?
I guess that's my two cents...
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
I'm pretty super duper.... but some what hungry lol
Thursday, January 19, 2012
I would greatly appreciate it...
I'll be on again (provided my hours aren't randomly changed) tues (1/24/12) at 7pm - 10pm (pacific/westcoast time) please judge accordingly to whatever time zone you may occupy.
If this is my last week.../ things don't improve... I'd like to thank everyone who has been helpful to me so far... who has bought shows and who continue to remain supportive.
Thank you very much
You're friendly neighborhood siren
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Hello beautiful Siren! I am so sorry if someone asked it before, do you have boyfriend, or are you married? What are your kind of man?
I'd never get married to anyone ever! My relationship status isn't too hard to find... and considering you probably know what it is there's no point in me answering the rest of this question... sorry if that sounds cunty
Monday, January 9, 2012
I've moved from my old place which for the most part is pretty cool. I've found that trying to watch this television is a major pain in the ass cause of some retarded ass parental controls (went to ask why these were on here and well no answer so I'll probably give up on watching TV altogether. Not a horrible thing but wtf is the point of having a tv here that I'm not gonna watch cause everything is blocked ... even tv-14 programming.... srsly??!!! ) And now it's doing some stupid fucking test that I didn't ask it to do and going to the set up channel and all this shit. I really dislike this satellite business. I'm going back on netflix... fuck this shit!
Other than that though it's pretty quiet which is what I wanted. There's things I wanna get once all the extra stuff is out of this room but I guess I'll have to wait on that. At the very least I'm able to sleep a relatively good night's rest w/ no random noise so it's a start.
I always thought that I didn't get out enough to meet ppl and do things but I was told yesterday that I get out a lot actually. That made me feel pretty good. I do try to experience different things so long as I can. I really wanna make more of an effort to actually attend some meet up type things from some of the billions of groups I'm a part of. we'll see how that goes :D
I guess that's about all there is to report.... I hope the new year is treating everyone well
Monday, January 2, 2012
(all times are pacific times)
3rd: (kinklive.com) 4pm-7pm
5th: (kinklive.com) 1pm-4pm
7th: (tentative night time plans)
10th: (Kinklive.com) 4pm - 7pm
12th: (Kinklive.com) 1pm-4pm
18th: Toiram shoot (tentative)
20th: busy after 5pm
27th: busy from noon until 3pm