Tuesday, January 20, 2015

quick post before heading out and about!

Sorry I've been running around so sparatically that I haven't taken time to sit and update about the week. Things are going well , mostly.... money is always an issue but I think if I remain dilligent and try not to get too down on off days that things will balance out. I'm considering joining chatturbate at the behest of a couple of really cool models to see how that works out since cams as a back up site kinda sucks. I guess I'll see how that works out *crosses fingers* though I may take a day when I'm not doing much to surf around so that I'm aware of what I'm getting into. It's been a little while since I've done this... which is not only good for what to expect but also to see what I could be doing wrong that has caused my income to trail off as it has for the past couple of months. Sometimes when one is so focused on survival we get a bit tunnel vision. I know this job isn't infinite income potential but there are things I can do/change to help...

I had a over the weekend flagging random pictures on facebook for god knows whatever reason. I mean I'm no princess and I do piss people off as I'm sure everyone pisses any given person off on whatever day but this was a little silly. I do remember other models, porn folk and cam girls going over similar experiences but I had never gone through it myself (at least not on facebook) to that extent. To whoever it is... while it's nice to have something to rant about so that i have content to post in between advertising a bulk of smut and chats and randomness don't ya think your energy would be better spent doing something benificial to yourself?  My attention span for negative shit is really short... I spew out creative venom then it's expelled and done with. Maybe this was the lower level version of this for that person? I've encountered so many crazies that I honestly have no clue who could do this or could think of a billion possibilities. With the options so varied and pointless to consider I stopped trying.

Anywho shooting today, shooting tomorrow, and might FINALLY get to do a desert shoot next week which should be fun/challenging. I'll have to make sure I'm properly hydrated for that :)

I'm also improving very slowly at pump it up and trying to get in at least one day to finishing some of the games I'm currently playing though... I have been slacking and opting to watch unhealthy amounts of magnum P.I. in large quantities. I can't help it... I really enjoy watching things in down time that are fun/silly/require little brain function sometimes to counteract how my brain can keep going on tangents for an eternity.

Interpersonal relationships are at an all time high... I'm pretty content with life right now... just want the magical money fairy to sprinkle it's good fortune my way so that I can truly focus on going back to school and moving to a more desirable area if I am to stay in this bustling city. A big part of me knows that I will eventually leave. I couldn't imagine owning a home here and paying 10 times as much for a tiny plot of land cramped up against other people.... when that day comes I want to not see another soul for miles (ok maybe not that much land but... a good amount of space to where on the off chance that I decide to make a billion friends and invite them over to be loud... it wouldn't bother anyone... that would be a nice life to have)

by J and C photos (whose MM is eluding me at the moment...)

and here's a video of me playing... finally got around to doing this... it's shitty quality but I'm going to try to be more mindful in the future and bring my good cam on arcade excursions. Also would super love to start taking requests for songs on infinity, fiesta 2 and even prime (which would be harder to get to at the moment but I'm willing to try and hope that the location isn't weird about recording)

So that's all folks... cya on the interwebs


Britney Siren

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