my phone is pretty shitty so none of the apps actually work... yay metro pcs!!
streamate, flirt4free, cam girl, model, gogo dancer and all around nerdy nerd nerdette. Adventures and random thoughts there in w/ shiney new pictures too!! (formally on kinklive until further notice)
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Sunday, September 11, 2011
what do you do to be at your most serene/ relaxed?
hmmm besides drugs, sex and masturbation... I would say dancing, reading, drawing/painting or reading/writting. certain games help too, listening to music. modeling or taking photographs of random things. People watching... sewing. I guess there's a lot I do that helps me keep my zen (damn long ass answer lol)
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
I used to think I was computer literate
Until I realized just now that the power settings on my computer were making it perform like a much older computer... lol I could've been done with this damn upload hours ago... oh well it's done now
So uh hopefully you enjoy. It's for an audition to a new gogo team. I warn you it's obnoixiously long and there's some breaks and whatever... but if you're incredibly bored and want to skip through the retarded parts I won't be offended. 2 industrial songs, 1 rap song cause I figured I should try to dance to at least one normal song... I sorta welcome your constructive critisizme (I've seen some rather harsh things on other videos so... hopefully this I shall not endure... we'll see...)
yes it's 15 mins long... uh sorry about that....
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So uh hopefully you enjoy. It's for an audition to a new gogo team. I warn you it's obnoixiously long and there's some breaks and whatever... but if you're incredibly bored and want to skip through the retarded parts I won't be offended. 2 industrial songs, 1 rap song cause I figured I should try to dance to at least one normal song... I sorta welcome your constructive critisizme (I've seen some rather harsh things on other videos so... hopefully this I shall not endure... we'll see...)
yes it's 15 mins long... uh sorry about that....
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Do you say what's on your mind?
a bit of worry but not lost hope...I should feel all is lost but I don't... I think it'll work itself out eventually
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
surprise video update
Due to the fun of insomnia I made a video!! Yeah bandwagon---ing a bit but still just seemed to be an overwhelming amount of women (black women) really pissed off about this video that wasn't such a bit deal... a response to this chick Amy's vlog on "what these bitches do wrong"
I apologize if this is more blurry than usual... my regular cam died (fuckin' batteries) So I had to use my web cam. I'm not sure if I'll just use that from now on. I just hate the lag that web cams have... perhaps if I invest in an HD one I wouldn't have these issues? If any of you vlog out there and have any suggestions on that I'd love to hear them.
(also still booking shoots for the week, hell for the month!! LETS DO THIS!!!) I have something in the works possibly for tomorrow but we'll see if that comes through. If it does expect some spiffy atv photos. Should be cool cause I've never done a desert shoot or rode one of those things so... hopefully I don't kill myself or anyone else.
shot by charlyB (he's on Fetlife)
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I apologize if this is more blurry than usual... my regular cam died (fuckin' batteries) So I had to use my web cam. I'm not sure if I'll just use that from now on. I just hate the lag that web cams have... perhaps if I invest in an HD one I wouldn't have these issues? If any of you vlog out there and have any suggestions on that I'd love to hear them.
(also still booking shoots for the week, hell for the month!! LETS DO THIS!!!) I have something in the works possibly for tomorrow but we'll see if that comes through. If it does expect some spiffy atv photos. Should be cool cause I've never done a desert shoot or rode one of those things so... hopefully I don't kill myself or anyone else.
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"To be weird is to be different... To be different is to be normal... trying to be 'just normal'... is just weird." What are your thoughts on that line?
Hmmm interesting question... I agree with it, but it with the exception of trying to be just normal is weird... cause there are plenty who do that. Pretty much the truly original ppl tend to be strange as fuck and live up in the hills somewhere b/c they can't fit into society... can I handle being that innovative or crazy? Probably not... I'd rather not be a hermit once more.
Monday, September 5, 2011
It's that time of the week again
Where I say bla bla weekend bla bla awesome bla bla... Well it was nice and relaxing. I wish every day were this stress free but tomorrow I go back into the throws of adulthood. Oh the life of a starving artist has a lack of food and money that one doth not desire...
So my day job had all this talk of "getting busy" and ultimately looks as though I'll be working about once a week STILL if even that as last week I didn't work at all. I'm going to start hardcore looking for another job that will actually give me some hours. Even if it's 3 days a week it's better than 1. I mean the whole point in getting a day job is to pin down some legit income one can count on right? At this rate I'm slightly better off than depending on random gigs as they come.
I want/need some more wardrobe but at this rate w/ the lack of income it doesn't seem like that will happen anytime soon *sighs* Most of all want to MOVE!!!!!!
At any rate... I'm free to shoot all week (save this Tuesday) If you'd like to shoot you can contact me on one of the networks at the end of this post ^_^
Photographed by MXD Studios
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So my day job had all this talk of "getting busy" and ultimately looks as though I'll be working about once a week STILL if even that as last week I didn't work at all. I'm going to start hardcore looking for another job that will actually give me some hours. Even if it's 3 days a week it's better than 1. I mean the whole point in getting a day job is to pin down some legit income one can count on right? At this rate I'm slightly better off than depending on random gigs as they come.
I want/need some more wardrobe but at this rate w/ the lack of income it doesn't seem like that will happen anytime soon *sighs* Most of all want to MOVE!!!!!!
At any rate... I'm free to shoot all week (save this Tuesday) If you'd like to shoot you can contact me on one of the networks at the end of this post ^_^
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Sunday, September 4, 2011
How did you find the heart and courage to do this sort of modelling? because I for one find it quite admirable (the heart and courage part) considering a majority of us would never try such a thing.
Well you just go with what you want to do. no hurt in trying something out. What's the worst that can happen? You fail... but at least you tried and probably got some good memories/experiences. Met some interesting folks... We only live so long so might as well live as much as we can
Friday, September 2, 2011
When it comes to money, are you a spender or a saver?
Wouldn't I have to have money first to decide on this? hahaha I try to save but it's hard to budget on random income
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Dead Storm Pirates! YARR
Yay of the random lack of theme videos that stem from random experiences... here's this one. Hope you enjoy it!!
Other than that a shoot planned for some time this afternoon/evening. If you'd like to book something over the weekend or next week feel free to contact me on one of the networks I have listed at the end of this post. Leave a comment... We'll get it all sorted out.
Tomorrow another kinkos run since yesterdays super random audition went well, they need a headshot from me so I'll be running trying to get that to them. My only concern with these sorts of things is that I do change my hair every few weeks so... it's hard to keep a current picture with the same hair. Right now my hair is natural and I don't have a headshot of that hairstyle so hopefully a picture with braids will be ok. :-/ I normally do have braids so this shouldn't be a big issue should it?
I guess that's about all...
Model Mayhem -- Deviant Art -- Twitter -- Tumblr -- Formspring -- Youtube
Other than that a shoot planned for some time this afternoon/evening. If you'd like to book something over the weekend or next week feel free to contact me on one of the networks I have listed at the end of this post. Leave a comment... We'll get it all sorted out.
Tomorrow another kinkos run since yesterdays super random audition went well, they need a headshot from me so I'll be running trying to get that to them. My only concern with these sorts of things is that I do change my hair every few weeks so... it's hard to keep a current picture with the same hair. Right now my hair is natural and I don't have a headshot of that hairstyle so hopefully a picture with braids will be ok. :-/ I normally do have braids so this shouldn't be a big issue should it?
I guess that's about all...
Model Mayhem -- Deviant Art -- Twitter -- Tumblr -- Formspring -- Youtube
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