Well money has randomly been an issue off an on since... as long as I've had to take care of myself. I suspect this will be an issue til my last breath or until some magical person comes down from the sky and showers me with decent food and shelter.
I thought that I was finally getting a bit of a handle on that but little cracks keep happening here and there. I guess this is probably normal for most people now a days though which is sad. Was there ever a time when most people worked hard and could afford to eat decent and set aside a bit for a rainy day? I just don't see that happening so much now a days.
I know people with college degrees (and even some with multiple college degrees) who still struggle to get by or are always doing temp work or some other form of lofty income.
It starts with a company I shall not name but frankly things have been going down hill. From the constant site failures and the lack of toys that were once always there being stolen by random hoeskies. To the random rule changes and the site not accepting pay. A once stable source of income has become just as lofty as all my other random jobs.
Oh I was also over payed apparently and that's my fault so. . . I guess I was supposed to work for how ever many fucking days w/out pay whilst paying to get there and of course arriving an hour early to douche my ass cause some cunt left their ass juices on their anal fun toys.
On top of this the site I use to sell videos is having some credit issues. Since I transferred funds to this "PAYZA" fucking site I can't get any of my damn money. I wish I had transferred the funds at 20 bucks so at least I would just be out that but nope I had to be all adult like and wait until it was at a decent amount to want to change things. I contact them and get some condescending ass message about you need to submit bills with this person's name (I of course used an alias as I very RARELY) use my real name online. I wasn't aware of the fact that you cannot do this... guess this teaches us all a valuable lesson of really reading fine print. Perhaps even very obvious in your face print. I'm sure many people, self included just go past these random screens w/out really reading what the hell they say). I explain that I set up the profile under an alias and get a similar message saying to submit the files before (not saying how to submit these files or the fact that my name is different, if that will be a problem). I call them and there's no answer. I try to close the account and I cannot.
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo now I'm trying to sign up with another site they use for payment and "hoping" that I won't have the same fucking issue as I mostly enjoy the site and would like to keep making videos and products there.
And so... this is my state on this fine fine titty tuesday. A state of general irritation.
At least I have clean clothing and a cup o' noodle to hold me through this major frustration.... Rent due and all sorts of madness.
That is all for now.... soon we will continue our original programming of mindless spam and prattle and pictures of tits and dirty puss puss so no need to fret!
XOXO
An angry Siren
Geez girl... I still say you need to get out of Cali...
ReplyDeleteI'm wondering that myself... most of the ppl here are assholes. i'm not sure if that's special to here or if most ppl suck. It's costing too much to stay here too. *sigh* I need a vacation of sorts
DeleteAs much as I like them, pictures of your "tits and (not so) dirty puss puss" are not the reason I keep tabs on you... :)
ReplyDeleteActually, many people throughout history have always been in pretty much the same situation- the rich stealing from them while the people get poorer; in fact, it's fair to say that most people in the world are poor (by that I mean people who don't live in core [aka rich/"first world"] nations), though living off the land and in huts isn't actually "poor". You're still in a pretty hard predicament!
ReplyDelete"I guess I was supposed to work for how ever many fucking days w/out pay whilst paying to get there and of course arriving an hour early to douche my ass cause some cunt left their ass juices on their anal fun toys."
Whoa, someone didn't put a condom over the toy? o_O Also, I thought people used their own toys, but I guess not. I dunno if I should be asking, but... what kind of place do you work at? Or is that the site you're always on? It sounds like they're trying to get over on you. What you're doing is no joke; if worst comes to worst, I'd threaten them with a lawsuit, because that's some serious shit. In the eyes of the law, they're actually sexually exploiting you, which is completely illegal. I think it's worth looking into to see how they supposedly overpaid you, but that's just opinion.
I hope things get better for you soon. Just remember that I love you! You're always in my thoughts and prayers. <3 -Nona
well it's an adult webcam site. I... dunno I'm just kinda over it... feels like every other week there will be something wrong there.
DeleteI hope things improve too and it sucks that the world is this way
Oh, so that's one. xD Sorry, I don't know why I thought it was some place different. >.>
DeleteIt do suck. But you're doing the best you can with it. :)
true... at least this weekend was pretty good... I'll just have to keep at it :)
DeleteThat really sucks major moose balls. I'm sorry about this stuff. I hope you can straighten things out soon. I understand the money thing, I've going through that most of my life. Not having regular employment (or any) sucks. If you need an escape I could say come to PA, but you would probably change one set of assholes for another. Anyhow, take care and if you need someone to talk to you know where you can find me.
ReplyDeleteYeah I wonder if leaving would just trade off the asshole...ness. Thank you though... :)
DeleteThe asshole are everywhere, I hear about here and read about online. Have you thought about doing your own thing, if you have a webcam why not. I even talked to this girl and found out I could even buy a video of her, doing whatever. I don't think she had a site either just did by email sorta thing..
ReplyDeleteI'd pay to see you in action...... just sayin hehe....well you are hot so.
true....
DeleteI'm working on another site (mostly myfreecams) and I'm trying out a couple others to test their stability and general traffic. I don't really want to put time and effort into a site that has absolutely no client base what so ever or that crashes all the time
All I can say is hang in there. You deserve better and one day you'll get it. (((hug)))
ReplyDelete*hugs* thank you
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