a bunch of bullshit... ham, and indescribable left over scary things that I do'nt want to open :(
streamate, flirt4free, cam girl, model, gogo dancer and all around nerdy nerd nerdette. Adventures and random thoughts there in w/ shiney new pictures too!! (formally on kinklive until further notice)
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
I quickly saw that kinklive thingie to see whatever it was, and I have to ask... how can the sound of clinking chains not drive you mad?
Honestly I don't mind the sound at all... I kinda like it actually :D It reminds me of the experience... nails on a chalk board, Really loud yelling and the like are things I can't bare to hear though
How could you not??
I'm copying a post I read on fetlife that I wholeheartedly agreed with... the original post. I would simply link to the post but it's hidden to users only but I really like what was said so... enjoy!
I read one of the threads in one of these discussions that asked the question; can you love your slave? It seems to me that this is one of those how could you not issues. First of all, in the world of consensual slavery, she serves you because she loves you. Secondly, because she trusts your intelligence and strength enough to give control of her well being over to you. What man, who accepts this from a woman, could not love her? I find the idea of releasing a slave when love enters into it to be ridiculous. I’m not in the business of training girls wholesale, or of owning more than one. I want to be able feel deeply about the person who shares my life. This girl, who places herself at my feet, is many things to me. Not only is she my slave, but also my lover, my friend, confidant, and muse. Some men will tell you that loving a slave will make you weak, and that your strength and will suffer for it.
This is of course not true at all. Denying yourself the depth of emotion of which you are capable, is not a strength. It is a flaw. There is no power in dispassion, there is only emptiness. Human beings can only truly come together on an emotional level. Beyond even marriage, the master and his slave are the deepest of relationships, a symbiotic one, drawing their strengths and joys from one another. I am discovering these truths more and more recently. I have been called Master for many years now. Slaves have come and gone, some good, some not so good. I can only surmise that the man who cannot allow himself to love his slave, has not found his slave. What man can say that winning the love of a woman so completely, and returning it in measure, each of their own accord and by their nature, is weakness? I cannot scorn any who do not accept these truths, I can only pity them.
Adeqor
Anywho hopefully you'll all be joining me onKINK LIVE tonight (4pm -7pm pacific time) We'll chat it ups and downs and all arounds while shaking those boobie tassles around (boobie tassles not included)
photograph above by martin images
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Model Mayhem -- Deviant Art -- Twitter -- Tumblr -- Formspring -- Youtube
I read one of the threads in one of these discussions that asked the question; can you love your slave? It seems to me that this is one of those how could you not issues. First of all, in the world of consensual slavery, she serves you because she loves you. Secondly, because she trusts your intelligence and strength enough to give control of her well being over to you. What man, who accepts this from a woman, could not love her? I find the idea of releasing a slave when love enters into it to be ridiculous. I’m not in the business of training girls wholesale, or of owning more than one. I want to be able feel deeply about the person who shares my life. This girl, who places herself at my feet, is many things to me. Not only is she my slave, but also my lover, my friend, confidant, and muse. Some men will tell you that loving a slave will make you weak, and that your strength and will suffer for it.
This is of course not true at all. Denying yourself the depth of emotion of which you are capable, is not a strength. It is a flaw. There is no power in dispassion, there is only emptiness. Human beings can only truly come together on an emotional level. Beyond even marriage, the master and his slave are the deepest of relationships, a symbiotic one, drawing their strengths and joys from one another. I am discovering these truths more and more recently. I have been called Master for many years now. Slaves have come and gone, some good, some not so good. I can only surmise that the man who cannot allow himself to love his slave, has not found his slave. What man can say that winning the love of a woman so completely, and returning it in measure, each of their own accord and by their nature, is weakness? I cannot scorn any who do not accept these truths, I can only pity them.
Adeqor
Anywho hopefully you'll all be joining me onKINK LIVE tonight (4pm -7pm pacific time) We'll chat it ups and downs and all arounds while shaking those boobie tassles around (boobie tassles not included)
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Model Mayhem -- Deviant Art -- Twitter -- Tumblr -- Formspring -- Youtube
Monday, November 21, 2011
My last free date for a bit....
This makes me pleased and extremely tired thinking about it lol! I know I'll get through it though. Waiting on some really neat pictures from a week ago. I've seen one and I like what I saw so hopefully the entire disc is full of pretty-ful-ness to add for you're viewing pleasure! I figured I should write something today b/c I may forget to do so if I wait further along in the week. So here's what my schedule is looking like so far.....
November
25th - 27th (work... available after 6pm on these dates)
December
3rd Group Shoot in Riverside (message me for details on attending as a photographer)
11th Harem Girls/Opium Den group shoot in the Valley (message me for details on attending as a photographer)
If you'd like any details on any of these shoots... would like to book me for anything... feel free to send me a note/PM on any of the sites, (I'd prefer that to a comment but that's ok too... we'll figure it out)
Other than that life is good. No major issues... not entirely broke, got some new shoes, and hopefully I'll find time for a new hair do soon (as I'm really bored of my hair now, jeez it's been this way for 2 months... time for a change!!!!!!!!!!)
I hope you all have a very uber awesome thanks giving!
Also thank you uber awesome person who purchased 2 prints this week!!! Another special thanks to all those who actually signed in for chat on Kink last week. I really appreciated you guys being there and keeping me entertained. Thank you to all the new followers/watchers/friends/subscribers and such and all of those who have been keeping track of me for a while.
She's relocated and stuff but still das uber awesome.
Give her monies!!!!!!!!
and some video that I made in response to another retarded video LOL.... jeez the still they chose looks mad psycho....
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Sunday, November 20, 2011
Who inspires you the most?
I can't say there's a who but there is a what, Pain is a very strong teacher that wants you to get away from it or fly blindly into it,
What are you looking forward to today?
sleep and rolling into my blankets, becoming a giant human burrito of warmth, more battle star and sprinkling in some star trek and lost
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
wednesday!
sorry about the quality... my normal cam died (it takes regular batteries fooey) but hopefully it's not too bad lol
Also I'll be on kink Thursday November 17th from 10am - 1pm (pacific time) If you'd like to talk/see me live muahahahahahaha :D
Aside from that nothing much new to report.... Still booking shoots for next week as it's looking rather baron but I suppose Thanksgiving has a lot to do with that... who knows.
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Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Shooting Availability 11-15-2011
So far this is my schedule... whatever isn't listed is still up for grabs :D
11/15/11 (booked)
11/16/11 (Photos by Robi Test Shoot)
11/17/11 (booked)
11/19 through 20th (work)
12/3/11 Group Shoot in Riverside
12/11/11 Group Shoot in SFV
Seems like next week is still pretty open. If you'd like to book anything feel free to contact me on the networks listed at the end of this post... or if you'd like any info on any of the group shoots that I'll be attending (I've also posted links, if they don't work for you let me know and I'll send you the direct info and who to contact)
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^Photographer can be found here!
Model Mayhem -- Deviant Art -- Twitter -- Tumblr -- Formspring -- Youtube
11/15/11 (booked)
11/16/11 (Photos by Robi Test Shoot)
11/17/11 (booked)
11/19 through 20th (work)
12/3/11 Group Shoot in Riverside
12/11/11 Group Shoot in SFV
Seems like next week is still pretty open. If you'd like to book anything feel free to contact me on the networks listed at the end of this post... or if you'd like any info on any of the group shoots that I'll be attending (I've also posted links, if they don't work for you let me know and I'll send you the direct info and who to contact)
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Model Mayhem -- Deviant Art -- Twitter -- Tumblr -- Formspring -- Youtube
Monday, November 14, 2011
what makes you smile?
skin diamond, strippers, random fun scanks... booze, classy hoes. girls in latex and fuck me boots... star trek, witty banter, not so witty banter... the things wesley pipes says when he's layin pipe.... actually all black porn makes me chuckle sometimes, why do the guys talk so much? "you like dis dick?" sure bro... but i feel more so upset for the males who buy this and have to block out random man grunts and talking lol oh shit tangent bad... tangent
Do you have an imaginary friend?
yes... he's a giant robot, he looks like vin diesel and shoot rockets, I ride on his shoulders and we smite the faces of the infidels!!!
Do you enjoy anal sex? And if so how dies it compare to vaginal.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ummm yeah but it's painful so I'd rather not do it, vag is always better
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Got any suggestions on what to do for somebody who is bored?
masturbate.... running in traffic, Hilter marches in well populated negro areas can be good for those who want a long endurance run w/ projectiles being launched at them... don't worry the exercise can be ceased at any time by stating that you have that one black friend so you can't possibly be racist... TRUST ME WORKS EVERY-TIME!!!
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